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St. Patrick's Cathedral :iconblackrose94:BlackRose94 1 7 Let's play :iconblackrose94:BlackRose94 5 8 Reunion :iconblackrose94:BlackRose94 7 18 Hey, it's detective Ash :iconblackrose94:BlackRose94 19 19 A Flower in the Dark. :iconblackrose94:BlackRose94 1 3 I'm waiting for you. :iconblackrose94:BlackRose94 6 19 Let's go :iconblackrose94:BlackRose94 6 21 Reika. :iconblackrose94:BlackRose94 3 13
Merry Christmas
"So you like your presents, don't you?"
Mum smiled at me, excitement shone in her eyes, although she asked the same question a hundred times before.
"Yes, I do. Thanks again, Mum!"
"You're welcome, Ashy, I love surprising you!"
I raised my eyebrows. "Stop calling me 'Ashy', that's the worst nickname ever!"
She sighed deeply. "I forget again and again, that you're not the little boy anymore...I'm sorry"
It wasn't like I didn't understand her, no, I was sure that it had to be strange to have a nearly adult son now, but I just didn't want to be handled as if I was still 8 years old.
"It's okay, Mum. Really. But I wonder...", I broke up.
When I didn't go on, my mother looked at me a bit irritated.
My eyes were locked on the very small present that was still stored under the Christmas tree.
"I wonder what that is!", it had to be for me, since I could read my name on it, but I had never seen such a small present before. It looked like there'd only be a single piece of paper in
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Sunset at the beach :iconblackrose94:BlackRose94 5 14 Shush :iconblackrose94:BlackRose94 8 18 Pika Pikachu :D :iconblackrose94:BlackRose94 7 20 Flowers for you :iconblackrose94:BlackRose94 11 39 Hold my hand... :iconblackrose94:BlackRose94 36 32 I DO - I'm so happy :iconblackrose94:BlackRose94 31 47
Here I am...
Here I am...
The sun set in front of me.
The last lights shined on the city where I haven't been for years.
A smile appeared on my lips when I thought of the person who lived here.
It was about four years ago now, when I left him exactly on this street.
Four years.
And I never stopped loving him.
I couldn't,  although I was so angry with him.
But the time passed and my anger faded away.
And slowly I began to miss him. And this feeling grew every day, every hour and every second I wasn't with him.
So I decided to come back.
I remembered very clearly how he promised he'd wait for me.
And I told him, that I didn't even know if I'd ever come back.
But now I was here again.
I took a deep breath and began to walk.
Of course I still knew where he lived. Which street. Which house.
Nothing had changed much while I was gone.
Now I stood there, in front of his house. Our house.
And maybe it'd be ours again...if he still wanted me.
I didn't want to ring. I just wanted
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Mommy and her little Girl :iconxx-syaoran-kun-xx:Xx-Syaoran-kun-xX 52 17 Dare To Challenge :iconcatai:CaTai 27 3 On Vacation Together :iconcatai:CaTai 40 10 Potter's family and the Marauders :iconlefantoan:Lefantoan 214 22 Watercolor Trainers :iconcatai:CaTai 26 1 Emma Watson :iconkrazmuth:Krazmuth 106 37 Downton Abbey Sisters Drawing :iconlive4artinla:Live4ArtInLA 1,097 137 Bodylanguage :iconmiyatoriaka:MiyaToriaka 686 337 FAITH Main Cover :iconmiyatoriaka:MiyaToriaka 523 265 Pokemon BWII Back To 90s :iconmiyatoriaka:MiyaToriaka 830 519 FAITH Special page03 :iconmiyatoriaka:MiyaToriaka 644 446 Even Now - Pokeshipping :iconmiyatoriaka:MiyaToriaka 726 370 FAITH: Caterpie likes Gary :iconmiyatoriaka:MiyaToriaka 590 273 FAITH Special Chapter Cover :iconmiyatoriaka:MiyaToriaka 580 269 Commission: Kasumi and Mieu :iconash-misty-pikachu:Ash-Misty-Pikachu 68 23 FAITH Epilogue page04 :iconmiyatoriaka:MiyaToriaka 577 205
My favourites ♥



Current Residence: home? xD (germany)
Favourite genre of music: Punk & Rock
Favourite photographer: my dear friend Rinaa :)
Favourite style of art: traditional ;)
Operating System: Windows Vista
MP3 player of choice: iPod nano
Favourite cartoon character: Misty, Seiya Kou, Makoto Kino, Shinichi Kudo, Ran Mori, Ran Matsuyuki, Setsuna Meioh
Personal Quote: "Because I said so...That's Why!" ;P
  • Listening to: Dave Days. Blink-182.
  • Reading: Wuthering Heights.
  • Watching: Desperate Housewives.
  • Playing: Professor Layton.
  • Eating: Apple.
  • Drinking: Water.
Whoops - I noticed that I wrote my last journal entry 16 months ago! ^^;
Sorry 'bout that.
I'm just not very active on deviantART anymore. There's no special reason, I just think that Tumblr. is much more comfortable to submit photos!

I don't have time to draw at the moment (hell, I don't even have time to write!) because my final exams are only two months away. I have to learn a lot, there are many things I have to consider for my graduation and also my future life. I'll try to draw again after school, but I might concentrate on still lifes since I really enjoy drawing with acrylic paint.

Although everything is very exhausting at the moment, I enjoy my life the best I can, because life is beautiful (:
(at least when you make best of it!)

I'd say "see you soon", but that sounds so wrong to me. ^^;
Love, Helena BlackRose94



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HinataHyuUchiha Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
You like Conan???? And you speak German???
Ich auch...:XD:
BlackRose94 Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2013
ja, ich komme aus Deutschland :D
Und Conan ist toll :heart:
HinataHyuUchiha Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I know...:heart: (leider habe ich die meisten Episoden verpasst...T T)
BlackRose94 Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2013
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Random-is-ME Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2013  Student General Artist
Hello! I wanted to make you aware that the reason I'm unwatching you is in no way your fault!

I'm watching way too many people and I'd like to "start over" without actually starting over.

Your content is great! Continue with the fantastic work. :) (Smile)
BlackRose94 Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2013
Oh that's very sweet of you, thanks :)
Don't worry, I don't really submit any works her anymore, so I understand.

Good luck for starting over!
Austria-Gentleman Featured By Owner May 14, 2013
hi helena, hier ein geschenk:
Austria-Gentleman Featured By Owner May 14, 2013
ja hallo ^^
MiyaToriaka Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Na du, alles fit? ;3; Hab schon ewig nichts mehr von dir gehört T///T
BlackRose94 Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2012
witzig, wollte gerade ne ENS an dich aufsetzen :XD:
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